Retarded

I close my eyes,
but I
can still see.

You called me retarded
inside the movies.
Now popcorn and butter
make me stutter.

So forgive me
for being
guarded.

Lilies

I couldn't count all my tears
So believe me when I say
That I
I couldn't trust my eyes today

This view 
That appeared 
Is so insane

How?
How can a desert
Bloom 
So many lilies?

I 
I look around
And my feet is surrounded 
By 
A beautiful clear sky

While 

I 

Humm a lullaby 

Oh
Is this how 

My soul
Sees 

Paradise?

Not yet

I'm not there 
Not yet
But I'll dare

You bet

Sat down

Oh I
Sat down
And talked to my soul
Found out

We had a lot to say
We had a lot to feel
We had a lot to deal

So now
We talk everyday

To heal

Truth be told

Yeah,

I smiled

While

My nose, eyes, and cheeks

Never once lied.