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How could I be so lost?
How can I sleep?

Oh, tell me 
How could I be so lost
Just by a simple thought?

So tell me,
How can I sleep
When you’re not here?

They gave me pills 

To heal,
But they don’t know 

How I feel.
Shit, this is too real.

Oh, tell me
How could I be so lost
Just by a simple thought?
I’m overwrought.

So tell me,
How can I sleep
When you’re not here?
I weep

Tell me 
How could I let it go?
Even if it was three thousand years ago,
I would still say no.
‘Cause you
Were the best I’ve ever known.

Retarded

I close my eyes,
but I
can still see.

You called me retarded
inside the movies.
Now popcorn and butter
make me stutter.

So forgive me
for being
guarded.

Lilies

I couldn't count all my tears
So believe me when I say
That I
I couldn't trust my eyes today

This view 
That appeared 
Is so insane

How?
How can a desert
Bloom 
So many lilies?

I 
I look around
And my feet is surrounded 
By 
A beautiful clear sky

While 

I 

Humm a lullaby 

Oh
Is this how 

My soul
Sees 

Paradise?

Not yet

I'm not there 
Not yet
But I'll dare

You bet

Sat down

Oh I
Sat down
And talked to my soul
Found out

We had a lot to say
We had a lot to feel
We had a lot to deal

So now
We talk everyday

To heal