2023-09-18

Fav

I'm okay

I'm feeling fine

But maybe


I would like a bit of your time 

What would you say?

(I'm okay)


Can I call you mine? 

My beautiful mistake?

What would you say?

(I'm feeling fine)


Can I fake a healed heart 

just for you to break me apart?

What would you say?

(But maybe)


Taking so much space in my mind

Can I say that to your face?

What would you say?

(I'm okay)


And I bet

I can make you regret 

Ever touching my soul 

What would you say?

(I'm feeling fine)


Just so you know, babe

I know I'm your favourite name

To say out loud 

So what would you say?

(But maybe?)

2023-09-04

Divided

I'm divided

But still

Ignited


To start

To fall

To do

To jump

To heal

To break

To take

To make

To feel

To grow

To cry

To dive

To die


To be reborn

To be torn

To be more... like never before 

2023-07-28

Solitude

I was broken

I was undone

I was unable to think, breathe or feel


So I did the only thing I knew


I ran

Ran

Stumble 

Ran

And ran again 

Until I crumbled 

completely 


I can not describe

Is this feeling is really mine?

Did we intertwined too deep?

Over those 7 years?


Who am I?

Who am I?

Who am I?


I stopped to catch my breath 

When I looked around

Saw all the trees, birds and ocean

Suddenly

It all came back to me

An avalanche of emotions


Actually

What

I needed to see

Was 

Me.

2023-06-08

Anata

I do wish to say no

But at the same time

I don't wanna close a door

Just because I've been hurt before


But it might be

Just what I've hoped for


Oh no!


2022-04-05

Unwanted call

 Pick up (10x)


I told you

Don't you dare

Promise me eternal love

Don't swear 

To love me until the end of time


Oooooh

This ain't fair

I'm losing my mind


Didn't we had it all?

Oh yah

Fuck this unwanted call


How could you go?

Before me

How could you go?

I'm feeling like shit

From head to toe

How could you go?

I'm weeping on the bathroom floor


Oh

I remember

Remember (5x)

Hmmmmm


Last thing you said

"Babe, see you tomorrow"

But now

I'm drinking my problems and drowning in sorrow


Didn't we had it all?

Oh yah

Fuck this unwanted call


How could this be happening to us?

How could you go?

Before me

How could you go?

I'm feeling like shit

From head to toe

How could you go?

I'm weeping on the bathroom floor


Now I need to clean

our house

But all I see

are my guts 

on the ground

How could you be so mean?


Oh

I remember

Remember (7x)

hmmmmmm


Dancing in the kitchen

To the sound of silence

Fighting on the dinner table

Over some no sense stuff

Together laughing so intense

in our bed


Oh

I remember

Remember (5x)

hmmmmmm


So many tears shred

Breathe, girl

It's already dawn

Count to ten

Life goes on


2022-01-26

Burnout

Another day

Another sorrow

Another day

Another sorrow


Guess what?

Today is just another day

Nothing important going on

But dude

It's Monday (monday? Oh God)

Mayday mayday

I don't wanna stay


Hey

It's alright

It's all good

I just need my cocaine (ops)

I mean my caffeine

To get through another day (rough day)

Ok? (Ok!)


I don't wanna burn, burn, burn ,burn, burn, burn, burn ,burn , burn, burn, burn, burn, burn, burnout (burnout? burnout!)


Another day

Another sorrow

Another day

Another sorrow (sorry?)


Fuck this shit

Impossible targets to hit

Seriously

What the fuck did I miss?

I'm too tired to speak (speak out)

I can not sleep or breathe (breathe out)

Shit (beep)


I don't wanna burn, burn, burn ,burn, burn, burn, burn ,burn , burn, burn, burn, burn, burn, burnout (burnout? burnout!)


Another day

Another sorrow

Another day

Another sorrow

But maybe tomorrow

It'll be good

(Yeah, I hope too)

2021-10-27

Running

 I keep running and running 

Towards 

An impossible goal


But

No matter how hard I try

Is not enough

Even if I give

My body and soul


No matter how far I go

No mater what I do

Still

Is never enough 


Is it me?

Or

Is life too rough?


2021-09-24

G. Merry

 I hate goodbyes


Why

Why

Why didn't you tell me you were sick?


Why

Why

Why did it happened so quick?


Why

Why

Why did I thought we had time?


Why

Why

Why?


I truly hate goodbyes.

2021-07-02

Unborn child

 oooh my

what's their goal?

they let another one go


oooh my

add another one to the count

cause we have another one down


why

why

why

why did she had to die?

even her unborn child


oooh

what's their goal?

add another one

what's their goal?

add another one

what's their goal?

add another one


why

why

why

why did she had to die?

even her unborn child

it's like we live in the wild

throw your dice

let's see

which colour let you live

or die


oooh my

don't you think 24 is too young

to knock on heavens door?

what's society for?


oooh my

this is not right

why

why

why

why did she had to die?

even her unborn child

why did she had to die?

why

why

why


do I

have to worry

about my

unborn child?

(pathetich laugh)



For Kathlen

2021-03-12

Congratulation

Hey (humpf)

Never let them say

What you can and can't do

Don't let that shit get to you

They don't know what you've been through

Actually

They know nothing


So let me tell you something:

Have no expectations

Focus on your heart and it's sensations

Learn from your frustations

Grow up with healthy relations

Live like there were no expectations

set uppon your past generations

Focus on yourself

Cause today I say

Congratulation! 


So

Never let them say

Never let them say

What you can and can't do

Actually

Never let them say

Anything to you.