Mad

I'm definitely going mad

Not a sound around
Just the beat of my heart
As I sit down on the ground
In the middle of the street
2am
Can't feel my feet
Cold dark night
Not a soul to see
Can't even hear the rain pouring
Cause right now
All I'm thinking 
Is
Why can't I get him out of my head

Journey

Took you long enough, ay

Been here waiting for you, girl

It's been some kind of journey, ay

A wild one, hum?

But I'm glad you made it

Yeah, you made it

I've been waiting

And waiting

For you

Only you

For so long

I know

It was 

Painful

Hurtful

Terrible 

Unbearable 

But I'm glad you made it

Yeah, you made it

I've been waiting

Saying

She's gonna make it

I've never doubted 

I've never doubted 

You made it

Now 

Run with me

Side by side

Until the day we die

Bad days

I wanna know

All about

Your bad days

It's not just for show

I'm still figuring you out

Bit by bit

And I like what I see

Every single day

That's why I say

I want you to stay, babe

Heartbeat

My eyes

Glued

To your

Heartbeat

Whenever

I see

That's you

Coming

Straight

To

Me

Singularity

Who would have thought?

But, why not?

2pm

We were walking and talking 

Never would have I imagine

Such news

Coming straight out of you

But now 

You got me thinking

How nice

You would look

Sinking 

Inside of me

A singularity

Text

Yes, I've received your text

Even the one 

from your girl

But damn boy

You're my ex

Not the one I'm having sex 

with 

So of course

I'll just ignore

This shit

There's nothing more

To it

So don't reach out

Not even in morse 

Not a sound 

One more time

Today 

I say

One more time

I say

I want you

One more time

Inside

Inside 

My mind

Since

All I want is you

All day

And all night

Until dawn's lights 

Hits my eyes

So I can seek your soul

To say

One more time

One more time

One more time

Until the day I die

I know

You see

For every 'yes' I want to say

Lifes throws me a 'no' everyday

Asking me face to face

Is this really the place you want to be?

I know its a vast ocean

I know there's a lot of ups and downs

I know

I know

I know

Damn

I do know

But this tsunami of emotions

Kills me from inside out

You see

I'm not very brave as people say 

I want to run away 

every single time

Hardship comes to my mind

But hey,

It's just too hard to leave it all behind

Isn't it?

I know its a vast ocean

I know there's a lot of ups and downs

I know

I know

I know 

Damn

I do know

But this tsunami of emotions

Kills me from inside out

And it's all my fault 

This Mess

Yeah

I guess it's time

To stop this mess (I'm not gonna lie)

That's you and I

I need to control 

My brain

My heart

My soul

Even the blood in my veins

To stop reminding me of you

I'll focus on my life's goals

And boy

Oh boy

I know I'm not on the top of your list

So why should I be the one who doesn't want to quit?

Yeah

I guess it's time

To stop this mess (I'm not gonna lie)

That's you and I

Time is ticking

Oh 

I'm not sticking

To see where this might end

I'll pretend 

We both know

How this goes

And it goes

We take longer to reply

We talk less and less

Weeks goes by

And eventually

This mess will go away

Wait and see 

Yeah

I guess it's time

To stop this mess (I'm not gonna lie)

That's you and I

And this feels 

Like 

A sunset 

Looking for the next day

Hoping

It might

Feel

Okay

Isn't

I'm no longer

Expecting

Anything

I'm just

Accepting

Everything

Life's truest form

Of letting go

No control 

Sometimes

It really is

For the better

Isn't, love?