2024-01-16
One more time
2023-12-31
I know
You see
For every 'yes' I want to say
Lifes throws me a 'no' everyday
Asking me face to face
Is this really the place you want to be?
I know its a vast ocean
I know there's a lot of ups and downs
I know
I know
I know
Damn
I do know
But this tsunami of emotions
Kills me from inside out
You see
I'm not very brave as people say
I want to run away
every single time
Hardship comes to my mind
But hey,
It's just too hard to leave it all behind
Isn't it?
I know its a vast ocean
I know there's a lot of ups and downs
I know
I know
I know
Damn
I do know
But this tsunami of emotions
Kills me from inside out
And it's all my fault
2023-11-30
This Mess
Yeah
I guess it's time
To stop this mess (I'm not gonna lie)
That's you and I
I need to control
My brain
My heart
My soul
Even the blood in my veins
To stop reminding me of you
I'll focus on my life's goals
And boy
Oh boy
I know I'm not on the top of your list
So why should I be the one who doesn't want to quit?
Yeah
I guess it's time
To stop this mess (I'm not gonna lie)
That's you and I
Time is ticking
Oh
I'm not sticking
To see where this might end
I'll pretend
We both know
How this goes
And it goes
We take longer to reply
We talk less and less
Weeks goes by
And eventually
This mess will go away
Wait and see
Yeah
I guess it's time
To stop this mess (I'm not gonna lie)
That's you and I
And this feels
Like
A sunset
Looking for the next day
Hoping
It might
Feel
Okay
2023-11-23
Isn't
I'm no longer
Expecting
Anything
I'm just
Accepting
Everything
Life's truest form
Of letting go
No control
Sometimes
It really is
For the better
Isn't, love?
2023-11-21
Let you go
Oh no
I was so ready to let you go
So ready to let you go
Now I'm no longer so sure
As I was before
I know I gotta let you go
Since you already let me know
That I'm not what you long for
Oh no
I was so ready to let you go
So ready to let you go
Now I'm no longer so sure
As I was before
But I do wanna know
Why do you keep me so close?
Why aren't you letting me go?
Is there something more?
Oh no
I was so ready to let you go
But now it's my turn to go
Cause
I can't take it anymore