2022-04-05

Unwanted call

 Pick up (10x)


I told you

Don't you dare

Promise me eternal love

Don't swear 

To love me until the end of time


Oooooh

This ain't fair

I'm losing my mind


Didn't we had it all?

Oh yah

Fuck this unwanted call


How could you go?

Before me

How could you go?

I'm feeling like shit

From head to toe

How could you go?

I'm weeping on the bathroom floor


Oh

I remember

Remember (5x)

Hmmmmm


Last thing you said

"Babe, see you tomorrow"

But now

I'm drinking my problems and drowning in sorrow


Didn't we had it all?

Oh yah

Fuck this unwanted call


How could this be happening to us?

How could you go?

Before me

How could you go?

I'm feeling like shit

From head to toe

How could you go?

I'm weeping on the bathroom floor


Now I need to clean

our house

But all I see

are my guts 

on the ground

How could you be so mean?


Oh

I remember

Remember (7x)

hmmmmmm


Dancing in the kitchen

To the sound of silence

Fighting on the dinner table

Over some no sense stuff

Together laughing so intense

in our bed


Oh

I remember

Remember (5x)

hmmmmmm


So many tears shred

Breathe, girl

It's already dawn

Count to ten

Life goes on


2022-01-26

Burnout

Another day

Another sorrow

Another day

Another sorrow


Guess what?

Today is just another day

Nothing important going on

But dude

It's Monday (monday? Oh God)

Mayday mayday

I don't wanna stay


Hey

It's alright

It's all good

I just need my cocaine (ops)

I mean my caffeine

To get through another day (rough day)

Ok? (Ok!)


I don't wanna burn, burn, burn ,burn, burn, burn, burn ,burn , burn, burn, burn, burn, burn, burnout (burnout? burnout!)


Another day

Another sorrow

Another day

Another sorrow (sorry?)


Fuck this shit

Impossible targets to hit

Seriously

What the fuck did I miss?

I'm too tired to speak (speak out)

I can not sleep or breathe (breathe out)

Shit (beep)


I don't wanna burn, burn, burn ,burn, burn, burn, burn ,burn , burn, burn, burn, burn, burn, burnout (burnout? burnout!)


Another day

Another sorrow

Another day

Another sorrow

But maybe tomorrow

It'll be good

(Yeah, I hope too)

2021-10-27

Running

 I keep running and running 

Towards 

An impossible goal


But

No matter how hard I try

Is not enough

Even if I give

My body and soul


No matter how far I go

No mater what I do

Still

Is never enough 


Is it me?

Or

Is life too rough?


2021-09-24

G. Merry

 I hate goodbyes


Why

Why

Why didn't you tell me you were sick?


Why

Why

Why did it happened so quick?


Why

Why

Why did I thought we had time?


Why

Why

Why?


I truly hate goodbyes.

2021-07-02

Unborn child

 oooh my

what's their goal?

they let another one go


oooh my

add another one to the count

cause we have another one down


why

why

why

why did she had to die?

even her unborn child


oooh

what's their goal?

add another one

what's their goal?

add another one

what's their goal?

add another one


why

why

why

why did she had to die?

even her unborn child

it's like we live in the wild

throw your dice

let's see

which colour let you live

or die


oooh my

don't you think 24 is too young

to knock on heavens door?

what's society for?


oooh my

this is not right

why

why

why

why did she had to die?

even her unborn child

why did she had to die?

why

why

why


do I

have to worry

about my

unborn child?

(pathetich laugh)



For Kathlen

2021-03-12

Congratulation

Hey (humpf)

Never let them say

What you can and can't do

Don't let that shit get to you

They don't know what you've been through

Actually

They know nothing


So let me tell you something:

Have no expectations

Focus on your heart and it's sensations

Learn from your frustations

Grow up with healthy relations

Live like there were no expectations

set uppon your past generations

Focus on yourself

Cause today I say

Congratulation! 


So

Never let them say

Never let them say

What you can and can't do

Actually

Never let them say

Anything to you.

2021-03-09

I know

 I may be mad

or

maybe I'm just sad

but


I know

I know

I know

that one day

we will see each other again


(just like)


As the sun breaks dawn

As trees leaves fall

As snow sticks on the ground

As flowers bloom in spring


I know

I know

I know

that one day

we will see each other again


(just like)


As nature takes over lawns

As mountains becomes a wall

As the Earth spin around

As birds dive with open wings


I know

I know

I know

that one day

we will see each other again

I guess that's the natural order, brother

no more borders

as we will see each other again

in God's domain.


2021-02-25

Liquefy

As I looked into the night

There was not a star in the sky

'cause all my dreams liquefy

I believed in a beautiful lie


Man,

I though I was so smart

worked so hard

day and night

endured for five years

to end up in tears


sure sure sure

it was not all bad

it was a safe bet

yes yes

but what now?

What's the next step?


As I looked into the night

There was not a star in the sky

'cause all my dreams liquefy

I believed in a beautiful lie


Man

you know what?

life it's not as they say

It's not black and white

It's grey.

There's no "safe bet" 

And it's alright

it's alright

It's alright

take what you can get

for 

it will be alright

alright

even if your dreams liquefy.

2021-02-09

Firefly

I'm a firefly

I'm your firefly


I don't want to be far

or apart

from you


I'll be your firefly in your darkest nights

I'll light up the sky (for you)


I don't want to be far

or apart

from you


But please

Don't hold me back

Don't keep me locked in a jar

Or else I'll die


For I

I'll be your firefly if you are high or low

I'll be a light in the rabbit hole


I don't want to be far

or apart

from you


But please

Don't hold me back

Don't keep me locked in a jar

Or else I'll die


Please let me live

Please let me be free

Please let me rise

And light up

Light up

Light up


For I

I'll be your firefly if you need some glow

I'll be a light to help you grow


For I

I was not born to die


2020-07-29

Wild Wild World

Do we have a deal, miss?
Isn't this what you are looking for? (yes)
So shake my hand and welcome aboard.



She had a heart full of hopes and dreams,
To go on a journey,
To see what this wild world means.

And oooh my my my
There's so much more than meets the eye
Little did she know and
Little did she see
Of this wild wild world

At the first stop she was sold
She was worth 4 coins of gold
Yes, she was old enough,
But young enough to be bold

And oooh my my my
There's so much more than meets the eye
Little did she know and
Little did she see
Of this wild wild world

Her hopes and dreams were crash out
And the worst was about to come out:

4 per night
120 per month.
Can you do it?

She heard,
But she chocked and
So a girl from another boat got her hand
And said:
yes, we can, mam.

A year passed by
And those 2 became friends.
They even made plans,
To live again,
But the worst was about to come out

And oooh my my my
There's so much more than meets the eye
Little did she know and
Little did she see
Of this wild wild world

And in the middle of the clear night sky
With blood, screams and fire guns
She saw her friend leave,
Right before her two eyes.
All because she was exotic
And so she was sold for 4 coins of gold

So tell me
Isn't this wild wild world a bit too toxic?