2022-04-05

Unwanted call

 Pick up (10x)


I told you

Don't you dare

Promise me eternal love

Don't swear 

To love me until the end of time


Oooooh

This ain't fair

I'm losing my mind


Didn't we had it all?

Oh yah

Fuck this unwanted call


How could you go?

Before me

How could you go?

I'm feeling like shit

From head to toe

How could you go?

I'm weeping on the bathroom floor


Oh

I remember

Remember (5x)

Hmmmmm


Last thing you said

"Babe, see you tomorrow"

But now

I'm drinking my problems and drowning in sorrow


Didn't we had it all?

Oh yah

Fuck this unwanted call


How could this be happening to us?

How could you go?

Before me

How could you go?

I'm feeling like shit

From head to toe

How could you go?

I'm weeping on the bathroom floor


Now I need to clean

our house

But all I see

are my guts 

on the ground

How could you be so mean?


Oh

I remember

Remember (7x)

hmmmmmm


Dancing in the kitchen

To the sound of silence

Fighting on the dinner table

Over some no sense stuff

Together laughing so intense

in our bed


Oh

I remember

Remember (5x)

hmmmmmm


So many tears shred

Breathe, girl

It's already dawn

Count to ten

Life goes on


2022-01-26

Burnout

Another day

Another sorrow

Another day

Another sorrow


Guess what?

Today is just another day

Nothing important going on

But dude

It's Monday (monday? Oh God)

Mayday mayday

I don't wanna stay


Hey

It's alright

It's all good

I just need my cocaine (ops)

I mean my caffeine

To get through another day (rough day)

Ok? (Ok!)


I don't wanna burn, burn, burn ,burn, burn, burn, burn ,burn , burn, burn, burn, burn, burn, burnout (burnout? burnout!)


Another day

Another sorrow

Another day

Another sorrow (sorry?)


Fuck this shit

Impossible targets to hit

Seriously

What the fuck did I miss?

I'm too tired to speak (speak out)

I can not sleep or breathe (breathe out)

Shit (beep)


I don't wanna burn, burn, burn ,burn, burn, burn, burn ,burn , burn, burn, burn, burn, burn, burnout (burnout? burnout!)


Another day

Another sorrow

Another day

Another sorrow

But maybe tomorrow

It'll be good

(Yeah, I hope too)

2021-10-27

Running

 I keep running and running 

Towards 

An impossible goal


But

No matter how hard I try

Is not enough

Even if I give

My body and soul


No matter how far I go

No mater what I do

Still

Is never enough 


Is it me?

Or

Is life too rough?


2021-09-24

G. Merry

 I hate goodbyes


Why

Why

Why didn't you tell me you were sick?


Why

Why

Why did it happened so quick?


Why

Why

Why did I thought we had time?


Why

Why

Why?


I truly hate goodbyes.

2021-07-02

Unborn child

 oooh my

what's their goal?

they let another one go


oooh my

add another one to the count

cause we have another one down


why

why

why

why did she had to die?

even her unborn child


oooh

what's their goal?

add another one

what's their goal?

add another one

what's their goal?

add another one


why

why

why

why did she had to die?

even her unborn child

it's like we live in the wild

throw your dice

let's see

which colour let you live

or die


oooh my

don't you think 24 is too young

to knock on heavens door?

what's society for?


oooh my

this is not right

why

why

why

why did she had to die?

even her unborn child

why did she had to die?

why

why

why


do I

have to worry

about my

unborn child?

(pathetich laugh)



For Kathlen