Divided

I'm divided

But still

Ignited

To start

To fall

To do

To jump

To heal

To break

To take

To make

To feel

To grow

To cry

To dive

To die

To be reborn

To be torn

To be more... like never before 

Solitude

I was broken

I was undone

I was unable to think, breathe or feel

So I did the only thing I knew

I ran

Ran

Stumble 

Ran

And ran again 

Until I crumbled 

completely 

I can not describe

Is this feeling is really mine?

Did we intertwined too deep?

Over those 7 years?

Who am I?

Who am I?

Who am I?

I stopped to catch my breath 

When I looked around

Saw all the trees, birds and ocean

Suddenly

It all came back to me

An avalanche of emotions

Actually

What

I needed to see

Was 

Me.

Anata

I do wish to say no

But at the same time

I don't wanna close a door

Just because I've been hurt before

But it might be

Just what I've hoped for

Oh no!

Unwanted call

 Pick up (10x)

I told you

Don't you dare

Promise me eternal love

Don't swear 

To love me until the end of time

Oooooh

This ain't fair

I'm losing my mind

Didn't we had it all?

Oh yah

Fuck this unwanted call

How could you go?

Before me

How could you go?

I'm feeling like shit

From head to toe

How could you go?

I'm weeping on the bathroom floor

Oh

I remember

Remember (5x)

Hmmmmm

Last thing you said

"Babe, see you tomorrow"

But now

I'm drinking my problems and drowning in sorrow

Didn't we had it all?

Oh yah

Fuck this unwanted call

How could this be happening to us?

How could you go?

Before me

How could you go?

I'm feeling like shit

From head to toe

How could you go?

I'm weeping on the bathroom floor

Now I need to clean

our house

But all I see

are my guts 

on the ground

How could you be so mean?

Oh

I remember

Remember (7x)

hmmmmmm

Dancing in the kitchen

To the sound of silence

Fighting on the dinner table

Over some no sense stuff

Together laughing so intense

in our bed

Oh

I remember

Remember (5x)

hmmmmmm

So many tears shred

Breathe, girl

It's already dawn

Count to ten

Life goes on

Burnout

Another day

Another sorrow

Another day

Another sorrow

Guess what?

Today is just another day

Nothing important going on

But dude

It's Monday (monday? Oh God)

Mayday mayday

I don't wanna stay

Hey

It's alright

It's all good

I just need my cocaine (ops)

I mean my caffeine

To get through another day (rough day)

Ok? (Ok!)

I don't wanna burn, burn, burn ,burn, burn, burn, burn ,burn , burn, burn, burn, burn, burn, burnout (burnout? burnout!)

Another day

Another sorrow

Another day

Another sorrow (sorry?)

Fuck this shit

Impossible targets to hit

Seriously

What the fuck did I miss?

I'm too tired to speak (speak out)

I can not sleep or breathe (breathe out)

Shit (beep)

I don't wanna burn, burn, burn ,burn, burn, burn, burn ,burn , burn, burn, burn, burn, burn, burnout (burnout? burnout!)

Another day

Another sorrow

Another day

Another sorrow

But maybe tomorrow

It'll be good

(Yeah, I hope too)