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How could I be so lost?
How can I sleep?

Oh, tell me 
How could I be so lost
Just by a simple thought?

So tell me,
How can I sleep
When you’re not here?

They gave me pills 

To heal,
But they don’t know 

How I feel.
Shit, this is too real.

Oh, tell me
How could I be so lost
Just by a simple thought?
I’m overwrought.

So tell me,
How can I sleep
When you’re not here?
I weep

Tell me 
How could I let it go?
Even if it was three thousand years ago,
I would still say no.
‘Cause you
Were the best I’ve ever known.

Retarded

I close my eyes,
but I
can still see.

You called me retarded
inside the movies.
Now popcorn and butter
make me stutter.

So forgive me
for being
guarded.

Lilies

I couldn't count all my tears
So believe me when I say
That I
I couldn't trust my eyes today

This view 
That appeared 
Is so insane

How?
How can a desert
Bloom 
So many lilies?

I 
I look around
And my feet is surrounded 
By 
A beautiful clear sky

While 

I 

Humm a lullaby 

Oh
Is this how 

My soul
Sees 

Paradise?

Not yet

I'm not there 
Not yet
But I'll dare

You bet

Sat down

Oh I
Sat down
And talked to my soul
Found out

We had a lot to say
We had a lot to feel
We had a lot to deal

So now
We talk everyday

To heal

Truth be told

Yeah,

I smiled

While

My nose, eyes, and cheeks

Never once lied.

I watched the first time
To let my tears run wild.

I watched the second time
To see what was underneath.

I watched the third time
Just to please my eyes.

Lose yourself

I've been thinking 
Maybe it's sinking in

I had to lose everything 
So I could begin

Begin living

Tea

I sit down
My tea is looking at me
I breathe, count to three
But I wonder...

As I navigate my mind
Old habits 
Are trying to stop by
But this sailor
Keeps holding on tight
"Focus on the wind!"
"Stay vigilant!"
For my dream
Is the One Piece. 

So I finish my tea
And I say out loud 
"It's a brand new day"