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How could I be so lost?
How can I sleep?

Oh, tell me 
How could I be so lost
Just by a simple thought?

So tell me,
How can I sleep
When you’re not here?

They gave me pills 

To heal,
But they don’t know 

How I feel.
Shit, this is too real.

Oh, tell me
How could I be so lost
Just by a simple thought?
I’m overwrought.

So tell me,
How can I sleep
When you’re not here?
I weep

Tell me 
How could I let it go?
Even if it was three thousand years ago,
I would still say no.
‘Cause you
Were the best I’ve ever known.

Retarded

I close my eyes,
but I
can still see.

You called me retarded
inside the movies.
Now popcorn and butter
make me stutter.

So forgive me
for being
guarded.

Lilies

I couldn't count all my tears
So believe me when I say
That I
I couldn't trust my eyes today

This view 
That appeared 
Is so insane

How?
How can a desert
Bloom 
So many lilies?

I 
I look around
And my feet is surrounded 
By 
A beautiful clear sky

While 

I 

Humm a lullaby 

Oh
Is this how 

My soul
Sees 

Paradise?

Not yet

I'm not there 
Not yet
But I'll dare

You bet

Sat down

Oh I
Sat down
And talked to my soul
Found out

We had a lot to say
We had a lot to feel
We had a lot to deal

So now
We talk everyday

To heal

Truth be told

Yeah,

I smiled

While

My nose, eyes, and cheeks

Never once lied.

I watched the first time
To let my tears run wild.

I watched the second time
To see what was underneath.

I watched the third time
Just to please my eyes.

Lose yourself

I've been thinking 
Maybe it's sinking in

I had to lose everything 
So I could begin

Begin living

Tea

I sit down
My tea is looking at me
I breathe, count to three
But I wonder...

As I navigate my mind
Old habits 
Are trying to stop by
But this sailor
Keeps holding on tight
"Focus on the wind!"
"Stay vigilant!"
For my dream
Is the One Piece. 

So I finish my tea
And I say out loud 
"It's a brand new day"

Leave

When the lights 
Of big city
Start to hurt 
Your eyes

When the sound
Of the roads
Bothers
Your mind

It's time to leave
It all behind
To live
In the countryside

Can't help

I close my eyes
And smell
The seaside
As it floods 

My mind

So I 
Can't help
But smile

I can almost touch
The white sticky 
Sun cream
On my
Skin

So I 
Can't help
But cry

Those days
Will never return 
They are already
Done

Choose your peace

And let it be.

It's fine

If you say

You've changed your mind,

Along the way

It's ok.

Leaf

How do I see
A leaf
On a three
As it is?

Prevail

I'm not afraid to fail
But I don't want my enemies to succeed 

I'll adjust my sails
So I won't need to bend the knee

I'll prevail 
You'll see

Road

This is the end of the road
No more running
No more tripping 

Oh
No where to go
I can finally sit down
Alone
Me and my soul 
Huming my favourite song

My feets are burning 
My back is killing (me) sooooo (much)

But I'm glad i did it
I had to know
Who I would become
At the end of the road

I'm alive
Growing old
Podium gold

Go

Hey
If I may
Ask
Which one
Is the hardest?

To let it go
Or
To hold on?

I'm no longer so sure...

Maybe it changes 
Along the way

Good

It felt good
To just go out there
And do
What I had to

Shoosh
I said to fear
You ain't welcome here,
No more

It felt good
As if
I've opened a door
And felt a breeze from the seashore

Jeez
It felt good
To just go out there
And do
What I had to
Do

Walk

Walk with me

But know

That 

It's ok

To leave

If you say

You found 

your own way

Dismiss

Jackson:

I gotchu

The word is success.

Now cheers

For new beginnings with earnings!

Jane:

Sometimes its for the best..

Not having to guess

What to do

On Monday mornings

Her:

Yeah

I'll leave it all to the

Uninvited guests

Partying in my head

As if

There's nothing 

Left

Pain

How do I explain?

So I 

Grabed my phone

I searched all night long

But all 495 liked songs

Couldn't do justice 

To my soul

What is

This feeling?

Rooted in my bones

Lingering 

Such complexity 

May it 

Be truly unknown?

Where's exit light?

Or am I afraid?

To find out

How my feelings

Have run wild

Unable to contain 

Years of disdain 

While 

I question myself...

Should I yearn for vengeance?

So I witched it off

Becoming numb

In the name of diplomacy 

Which is all we got

Before turning dumb

When it can no longer be undone 

I'm bleeding my soul

In the open 

With all the war ashes 

As background sound

Can you hear

My tears reaching 

The ground?