Divided

I'm divided

But still

Ignited

To start

To fall

To do

To jump

To heal

To break

To take

To make

To feel

To grow

To cry

To dive

To die

To be reborn

To be torn

To be more... like never before 

Solitude

I was broken

I was undone

I was unable to think, breathe or feel

So I did the only thing I knew

I ran

Ran

Stumble 

Ran

And ran again 

Until I crumbled 

completely 

I can not describe

Is this feeling is really mine?

Did we intertwined too deep?

Over those 7 years?

Who am I?

Who am I?

Who am I?

I stopped to catch my breath 

When I looked around

Saw all the trees, birds and ocean

Suddenly

It all came back to me

An avalanche of emotions

Actually

What

I needed to see

Was 

Me.

Anata

I do wish to say no

But at the same time

I don't wanna close a door

Just because I've been hurt before

But it might be

Just what I've hoped for

Oh no!

Unwanted call

 Pick up (10x)

I told you

Don't you dare

Promise me eternal love

Don't swear 

To love me until the end of time

Oooooh

This ain't fair

I'm losing my mind

Didn't we had it all?

Oh yah

Fuck this unwanted call

How could you go?

Before me

How could you go?

I'm feeling like shit

From head to toe

How could you go?

I'm weeping on the bathroom floor

Oh

I remember

Remember (5x)

Hmmmmm

Last thing you said

"Babe, see you tomorrow"

But now

I'm drinking my problems and drowning in sorrow

Didn't we had it all?

Oh yah

Fuck this unwanted call

How could this be happening to us?

How could you go?

Before me

How could you go?

I'm feeling like shit

From head to toe

How could you go?

I'm weeping on the bathroom floor

Now I need to clean

our house

But all I see

are my guts 

on the ground

How could you be so mean?

Oh

I remember

Remember (7x)

hmmmmmm

Dancing in the kitchen

To the sound of silence

Fighting on the dinner table

Over some no sense stuff

Together laughing so intense

in our bed

Oh

I remember

Remember (5x)

hmmmmmm

So many tears shred

Breathe, girl

It's already dawn

Count to ten

Life goes on

Burnout

Another day

Another sorrow

Another day

Another sorrow

Guess what?

Today is just another day

Nothing important going on

But dude

It's Monday (monday? Oh God)

Mayday mayday

I don't wanna stay

Hey

It's alright

It's all good

I just need my cocaine (ops)

I mean my caffeine

To get through another day (rough day)

Ok? (Ok!)

I don't wanna burn, burn, burn ,burn, burn, burn, burn ,burn , burn, burn, burn, burn, burn, burnout (burnout? burnout!)

Another day

Another sorrow

Another day

Another sorrow (sorry?)

Fuck this shit

Impossible targets to hit

Seriously

What the fuck did I miss?

I'm too tired to speak (speak out)

I can not sleep or breathe (breathe out)

Shit (beep)

I don't wanna burn, burn, burn ,burn, burn, burn, burn ,burn , burn, burn, burn, burn, burn, burnout (burnout? burnout!)

Another day

Another sorrow

Another day

Another sorrow

But maybe tomorrow

It'll be good

(Yeah, I hope too)

Running

 I keep running and running 

Towards 

An impossible goal

But

No matter how hard I try

Is not enough

Even if I give

My body and soul

No matter how far I go

No mater what I do

Still

Is never enough 

Is it me?

Or

Is life too rough?

G. Merry

 I hate goodbyes

Why

Why

Why didn't you tell me you were sick?

Why

Why

Why did it happened so quick?

Why

Why

Why did I thought we had time?

Why

Why

Why?

I truly hate goodbyes.

Unborn child

 oooh my

what's their goal?

they let another one go

oooh my

add another one to the count

cause we have another one down

why

why

why

why did she had to die?

even her unborn child

oooh

what's their goal?

add another one

what's their goal?

add another one

what's their goal?

add another one

why

why

why

why did she had to die?

even her unborn child

it's like we live in the wild

throw your dice

let's see

which colour let you live

or die

oooh my

don't you think 24 is too young

to knock on heavens door?

what's society for?

oooh my

this is not right

why

why

why

why did she had to die?

even her unborn child

why did she had to die?

why

why

why

do I

have to worry

about my

unborn child?

(pathetich laugh)

For Kathlen

Congratulation

Hey (humpf)

Never let them say

What you can and can't do

Don't let that shit get to you

They don't know what you've been through

Actually

They know nothing

So let me tell you something:

Have no expectations

Focus on your heart and it's sensations

Learn from your frustations

Grow up with healthy relations

Live like there were no expectations

set uppon your past generations

Focus on yourself

Cause today I say

Congratulation! 

So

Never let them say

Never let them say

What you can and can't do

Actually

Never let them say

Anything to you.

I know

 I may be mad

or

maybe I'm just sad

but

I know

I know

I know

that one day

we will see each other again

(just like)

As the sun breaks dawn

As trees leaves fall

As snow sticks on the ground

As flowers bloom in spring

I know

I know

I know

that one day

we will see each other again

(just like)

As nature takes over lawns

As mountains becomes a wall

As the Earth spin around

As birds dive with open wings

I know

I know

I know

that one day

we will see each other again

I guess that's the natural order, brother

no more borders

as we will see each other again

in God's domain.