May I

They knocked at my door
I know

As I felt
The sound of my glasses 
Touching the ground

I didn't saw my life back and forth 
But peace invaded in my soul
Like I've never felt before

So I know
They knocked at me door

Backrub

2019

It starded as a dream

But

It's not 

How 

It has been

It's all fair

In a good nightmare 

Where people play

Truth and dare

Without a care

2025

You are supposed to be fine

Not ignite

Riots in my 

Heart

Mind

And soul

Oh still so bold

Agree

Yeah

I must agree 

I really was too much 

Cause looking it back

You weren't enough 

To begin with 

Yeah 

I must agree

But at that time

I couldn't see

Cause you were killing me

Yeah 

I 

I must agree

You let your greed

Take too much

Of me

Till I bleed

All colours

Of the sea

Yeah

I

I accept your plead

So please 

Take your leave

Victory

Oh no

This pain is not tolerable

From deleting all the possible names I could have given.

From the child escaping too soon, though my thigh, coloring my drainage and my eye.

From the shame of killing us so that I could own my own name.

From a losing battle ending with no prospect, no future, but still refused to settle.

Uh oh

Such pain is not unbearable.

But I must say

Your tormentions  

Made all those darkest people that went 

Down on history 

Clap congratulations 

Under their grave

Screaming: victory

Possibilities

Endless possibilities

And I wonder

Why you can't see

Girl

Sit down a bit

Enjoy your company 

Endless possibilities 

And I wonder

Why you can't see

Just lookout for all the flowers

And drink some tea

For I know It's not easy 

For sense and sensibility 

Uhum

Endless possibilities 

And I wonder

Why you can't see

There's a probability

Second of January

Second of january

Where we both were

Overworked and tired

But with our cheeks held high

Kind of scary

How we made it in time

We both sat at the table

Talking ours minds

With some legendary fable

As we dine 

Desert of course was our staple 

Our popsicle was melting 

As you asked for a beer

And I said it's 

Too earlier on the year

Uuuuhwah

Second of january 

Uuuuuhwah

It was necessary 

Uuuuuhwah

Second of january 

I would say 

It's very ordinary 

And daddy

You were right

It's just a matter of time

Second of january 

Was it momentary?

White

Oh no

It's cold and wild night 

It's a nevasca out there, child

Stay put

Hold on tight

Till your knuckles are white 

But if you can

I would recommend 

Blink twice

Don't think 

And sip a drink

Cause 

It's gonna be a long ride 

Dearest child

No more

I don't want to feel it 

No more

I'll run

I'll read 

I'll sleep 

pro-foun-dly 

Until

It's all gone,

Ideally 

Until

I feel

No more

No more you, baby

Wrinkles

I guess its too late

To run away

This feeling 

just won't fade

No matter how hard I try

I blame you

And the wrinkles in your eyes

Whenever you smile

While You and I 

get lost in temptation

With our miscommunication 

Bur nothing ever happens

Should I say congratulations ?

I'm losing my mind 

with your cute little wrinkles 

Oh no

I guess its too late

To run away

This feeling 

just won't fade

No matter how hard I try

And I'm tired of fighting 

Seriously

Does it not bother

That I might get swept away

By another

Do say

How long do you plann

On keep me waiting?

Cause

It's so frustrating 

To wake up alone 

Where we could be getting along