Lilies

I couldn't count all my tears
So believe me when I say
That I
I couldn't trust my eyes today

This view 
That appeared 
Is so insane

How?
How can a desert
Bloom 
So many lilies?

I 
I look around
And my feet is surrounded 
By 
A beautiful clear sky

While 

I 

Humm a lullaby 

Oh
Is this how 

My soul
Sees 

Paradise?

Not yet

I'm not there 
Not yet
But I'll dare

You bet

Sat down

Oh I
Sat down
And talked to my soul
Found out

We had a lot to say
We had a lot to feel
We had a lot to deal

So now
We talk everyday

To heal

Truth be told

Yeah,

I smiled

While

My nose, eyes, and cheeks

Never once lied.

I watched the first time
To let my tears run wild.

I watched the second time
To see what was underneath.

I watched the third time
Just to please my eyes.

Lose yourself

I've been thinking 
Maybe it's sinking in

I had to lose everything 
So I could begin

Begin living

Tea

I sit down
My tea is looking at me
I breathe, count to three
But I wonder...

As I navigate my mind
Old habits 
Are trying to stop by
But this sailor
Keeps holding on tight
"Focus on the wind!"
"Stay vigilant!"
For my dream
Is the One Piece. 

So I finish my tea
And I say out loud 
"It's a brand new day"

Leave

When the lights 
Of big city
Start to hurt 
Your eyes

When the sound
Of the roads
Bothers
Your mind

It's time to leave
It all behind
To live
In the countryside

Can't help

I close my eyes
And smell
The seaside
As it floods 

My mind

So I 
Can't help
But smile

I can almost touch
The white sticky 
Sun cream
On my
Skin

So I 
Can't help
But cry

Those days
Will never return 
They are already
Done

Choose your peace

And let it be.

It's fine

If you say

You've changed your mind,

Along the way

It's ok.