You have no idea
how hard
it is
To live in fear
To be torn apart
To be an
outsider.

To live in a world
where it's a sin
to be a girl and
a fighter
at the same
time.

And what about
this ocean
full of emotions
That you have for me?

Can´t you see
That i no longer
feel
All this emotions
about
you and me.

I´m screaming out your name
in the middle of the night,
'cause i'm afraid that
you don´t feel the same.
am i right?

How can your touch
be so hot?
how can i yearn so much?
for something
that i've haven't got?

Have i forgot?
how hard
my heart
was supposed to be.
Or maybe not.

if only

Oh dad
if only you could see me now
would you be proud
of the man
I have become?

this gap
between you and me
will it ever have an end?
if only we could see each other again...

Oh dad
If only you could see me now
If only you could see me now
If only you could be my friend
Oh dad

He said I can't go out
not like that
not with the clothes I've got
Why?
'Cause I not allowed to be hot.