Oh no
I was so ready to let you go
So ready to let you go
Now I'm no longer so sure
As I was before
I know I gotta let you go
Since you already let me know
That I'm not what you long for
Oh no
I was so ready to let you go
So ready to let you go
Now I'm no longer so sure
As I was before
But I do wanna know
Why do you keep me so close?
Why aren't you letting me go?
Is there something more?
Oh no
I was so ready to let you go
But now it's my turn to go
Cause
I can't take it anymore
Sometimes
It feels so good
To be alone
To have a good cry
To look up
At the sky
And watch
The clouds
Pass by
And think
'bout
nothing
I'm not thinking 'bout
her, him, it or them
Not even 'bout
You
Sometimes
It feels so good
To be alone
It's fun
To look up
At the sun
See the light
Shine into my eyes
And think
'bout
nothing
I'm not thinking 'bout
her, him, it or them
Not even 'bout
You
Sometimes
It feels so good
To be alone
With a broken heart
To look up
At the stars
See hopes and dreams
Come back
And think
'bout
nothing
I'm not thinking 'bout
her, him, it or them
Not even 'bout
You
(I'll pretend you don't have a clue. That you never knew. Yeah, it feels so good to be alone on my own)
I want you
Even though
I don't want to
Admit it
To me myself and I
Not tonight
But
It might
Be easier
On another day
For me and my mouth
To say it
Out loud:
(I want you)
Oh no
I want you.
I'm lost
I'm confused
I'm tired of being abused
How dare you say that's my fault
For opening my soul
I'm tired
So tired
I'm tired of it all
Tired of chasing
Happiness
Goals
People's expectations
Relations
What's that for?
I need some peace of mind
I just wanna be still
Be quiet
Be alone
Be on my own
Be a pond
In the middle of winter
With nothing
Around
Not even a sound
Saying that I'm not enough
Is it just me?
But somehow
I'm still here
Inside your car
Playlist loud and clear
Just like my heart
When I've said: let me know
when you get back
And you sure did
But somehow
2am
Late night drive
Without traffic jam
You made a wrong turn
Another loud song
About
The things
We left unsaid
Your eyes on me
I cannot think straight
But this feels more
than just getting along
But somehow
Time doesn't stop
You keep driving
And deep conversation
Keeps happening
As some music
That I listen in loop
And cannot
Get sick of it
'Cause you
Got
My whole attention
But somehow
Long drives
Aren't that bad
It doesn't hurt
The little things
Left on the thin air
Or the last hug
Bear it
With a quick
Goodbye
But somehow
Even though
I'm pretty far
You keep me up at night
Waiting
For your drive to end
For the notification on my phone
That you got home
Safe and sound
And so I pretend
That we are just friends
Oh my my my
But somehow
I can finally feel
My heartbeat
And it's bittersweet
Don't you agree?
