Isn't

I'm no longer

Expecting

Anything

I'm just

Accepting

Everything

Life's truest form

Of letting go

No control 

Sometimes

It really is

For the better

Isn't, love?

Let you go

Oh no

I was so ready to let you go

So ready to let you go

Now I'm no longer so sure

As I was before

I know I gotta let you go

Since you already let me know

That I'm not what you long for

Oh no

I was so ready to let you go

So ready to let you go

Now I'm no longer so sure

As I was before

But I do wanna know

Why do you keep me so close?

Why aren't you letting me go?

Is there something more?

Oh no

I was so ready to let you go

But now it's my turn to go

Cause 

I can't take it anymore 

It feels so good

Sometimes

It feels so good

To be alone

To have a good cry

To look up

At the sky

And watch

The clouds

Pass by

And think 

'bout 

nothing

I'm not thinking 'bout

her, him, it or them

Not even 'bout

You

Sometimes

It feels so good

To be alone

It's fun

To look up

At the sun

See the light

Shine into my eyes

And think 

'bout 

nothing

I'm not thinking 'bout

her, him, it or them

Not even 'bout

You

Sometimes

It feels so good

To be alone

With a broken heart

To look up 

At the stars

See hopes and dreams

Come back 

And think 

'bout 

nothing 

I'm not thinking 'bout

her, him, it or them

Not even 'bout

You

(I'll pretend you don't have a clue. That you never knew. Yeah, it feels so good to be alone on my own)

I want you

I want you

Even though 

I don't want to

Admit it

To me myself and I

Not tonight

But

It might

Be easier 

On another day

For me and my mouth 

To say it

Out loud:

(I want you)

Oh no

I want you.

Enough

I'm lost

I'm confused

I'm tired of being abused

How dare you say that's my fault

For opening my soul

I'm tired

So tired 

I'm tired of it all

Tired of chasing

Happiness

Goals

People's expectations

Relations

What's that for?

I need some peace of mind 

I just wanna be still

Be quiet

Be alone

Be on my own

Be a pond

In the middle of winter

With nothing

Around

Not even a sound

 Saying that I'm not enough