I want you

I want you

Even though 

I don't want to

Admit it

To me myself and I

Not tonight

But

It might

Be easier 

On another day

For me and my mouth 

To say it

Out loud:

(I want you)

Oh no

I want you.

Enough

I'm lost

I'm confused

I'm tired of being abused

How dare you say that's my fault

For opening my soul

I'm tired

So tired 

I'm tired of it all

Tired of chasing

Happiness

Goals

People's expectations

Relations

What's that for?

I need some peace of mind 

I just wanna be still

Be quiet

Be alone

Be on my own

Be a pond

In the middle of winter

With nothing

Around

Not even a sound

 Saying that I'm not enough 

Somehow

 Is it just me?

But somehow

I'm still here

Inside your car

Playlist loud and clear 

Just like my heart 

When I've said: let me know

when you get back 

And you sure did

But somehow

2am

Late night drive

Without traffic jam

You made a wrong turn

Another loud song

About

The things 

We left unsaid

Your eyes on me

I cannot think straight 

But this feels more 

than just getting along

But somehow

Time doesn't stop

You keep driving

And deep conversation

Keeps happening 

As some music

That I listen in loop

And cannot 

Get sick of it

'Cause you 

Got 

My whole attention

But somehow

Long drives

Aren't that bad

It doesn't hurt

The little things

Left on the thin air

Or the last hug

Bear it

With a quick 

Goodbye

But somehow

Even though

I'm pretty far

You keep me up at night

Waiting

For your drive to end

For the notification on my phone

That you got home 

Safe and sound

And so I pretend

That we are just friends

Oh my my my

But somehow 

I can finally feel

My heartbeat

And it's bittersweet 

Don't you agree?

Back

Just so you know

I'm taking it all back

My life

My choice

My mind

My body

My voice

My love

My soul

Just so you know

I'm taking it all back

As it was before 

My life

My choice

My mind

My body

My voice

My love

My soul

I try

But i can't gnore

All those years

I've spend in tears

On the bathroom floor

Saying

I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE

Just so you know

I'm taking it all back

All back

All back

All back

As it was before 

My life

My choice

My mind

My body

My voice

My love

My soul

bring it all on

I'm good to go

Venice Style

Venice style 

Skateboard sound

Ocean smell

Concreat heat

Art on the street

Seagull screams

Palm trees

Biking for miles

Sunset scene

Sunscreen on skin

I really don't wanna leave

All I see

Is Venice style, babe

Venice Style

Venice Style 

Venice Style 

I'm all smiles

All smiles

I gotta go

Even though

I don't want to

But one day

I'll show up

So I can see and breathe 

Venice style 

Skateboard sound

Ocean smell

Concreat heat

Art on the street

Seagull screams

Palm trees

Biking for miles

Sunset scene

Sunscreen on skin

I really wanna stay

Just say

Venice Style

And I'm all smiles

All smiles

All smiles 

( got my heart upside 

down )